St. James/St. Jimmy by Avenged Sevenfold - My sad, overly crazed blog

This is the story of a man,Who conquered life drink in hand
Ship unmanned.
Marked by genius, channelled good, By some a bit misunderstood.
They'd been wrong many times before

Some times our saints are sinners,
They blur the lines and lead the way,
Their Way.
Raise hell and a glass in reverence,
The fearless lives of our great saints - our saints.

Never a stranger to late night snake bite fist fights and empty pints,
Unrivaled heights.
He led with songs, they sang along, created bonds that held so strong
Some were right and some were wrong

Some times our saints are sinners,
They blur the lines and lead the way,
Their Way.
Raise hell and a glass in reverence,
The fearless lives of our great saints - our saints.

(Solo)

It's by the sea and at nights end that's when the sin and swill begin
That's when he had that certain light inside his head
For every whisper he would scream for every draught he shared a drink
For every sorrow there is a light from our St. James

On the sea by the cliff he watches, he waits the night to see
The day - his way
Last call will find us all
But there's a light that leads the way, our way.

Some times our saints are sinners,
They blur the lines and lead the way,
Their Way.
Raise hell and a glass in reverence,
The fearless lives of our great saints - our saints.

Holy shit, you guys.... I... I just can't.

It's about Jimmy.

1:25 am
Crying. As I write this....

I never met them. I never saw them live....

But I can't get over the fact that he's gone. I know people may say that time has passed or 'you never met him.. why are you crying?' said the asshole.....

I feel like I knew him in some sort of way.... almost in a way where I thought we could be friends or something....

The song sounds happy and it's some sort of celebration, not that he's gone... but because he left a mark on this world.

A HUGE MARK!!!! James Owen Sullivan was a goddamn genius!

Who else could have done what he did? In fucking 28 years?!

Can I just stop and realize that I could NEVER do what he did in 28 years?!

That is ALL the time he had in this fucking world... and just look at where Avenged is.

Even Pinkly Smooth. Shit is still relatable!

Wanna know how?

If you listened to Secular Haze by Ghost BC, you might like them. I love them! When I first listened to that song, I was like 'Hey, it kinda sounds like Pinkly!'

I just... I dunno.

I listened to that song and.... I just... I'm thinking of him more like at the moment and when I wake up I just might think again.. and listen to the song....

Just so hard that... he's gone.

Like I know he's not GONE gone, ya know? He's still here in a way.... his music, his image, his writing, his friends, his family, his brothers, his legacy.... everything is still here..

But to realize that physically he isn't here, I mean his body is here but it's in the fucking ground but I DON'T WANT TO THINK OF THAT.....

No... you know what? Jimmy IS here... but he's out in the woods!!!

Yes! :D He's out in the woods... having the time of his life....

Ugh, I'm just going crazy.... I'm crying. I have a headache cuz of said crying. I'm trying to cheer myself up....

I think my sad, crazed cat lady rant (?) blog is over....

I'm sorry if I, in someway, offended or disrespected anyone...
I did not mean to. I just don't know what to do....

I think it's mooshbye for now....

1:43 am