REPOSTED...

I'm starting to fall behind on my stories. i apologize for that but i have my reason, to which i will obviously tell you all. SORRY FOR BASHING THE RULES WITH TWO SWEAR WORDS. I TOOK THEM OUT.

1. School is starting on Tuesday and i'm so not up for it...i hate it. i have no fucking friends there, no friends in my classes, and absolutely no one to talk to. I'm just not ready to feel so alone again.:( AND FUCKITY SHITBALLS, I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6 IN THE MORNING. FML. and if i hear any bs from ppl at school saying, "OMG, Melissa! I missed you so much!" .........this is what i really wanna say but i would nvr say it bc i could never forgive myself if i said this in person. "NO YOU DID NOT. YOU DIDN'T MISS ME AT ALL BC YOU COULDN'T GIVE A SHIT TO TEXT/MESSAGE ME, GO ON MY FB WALL AND SAY HI, CALL ME UP, OR JUST EVEN ASK HOW MY SUMMER WAS. WHAT'S THE POINT OF HAVING A PHONE W/ MY NUMBER IN IT IF YOU DON'T CARE TO TEXT ME? FUCK OFF, YOU'RE NOT WORTH MY TIME…."

2. I've been sick for the past 3 days and it's been a living hell. I had a sore throat, earache, and a headache. It's not a common cold with a runny nose, sneezing and all that bs. This was severe and i needed antibiotics (idk how to spell it). First i did Motrin, it didn't work. I thought it would go away and it didn't. So then i got antibiotics and yesterday, it finally started to heal me very slowly. My throat didn't hurt as much. Everytime i would swallow, it would kill me and i would want to cry. I had an infection. I just woke up 3 days ago and i had a sore throat. WTF. I am currently ok but only my head hurts a lil when i sit up.

3. My mom is working very late this week and i'm pissed off. Her only day off is a Sunday and she has to work on that day too! Which means she's working 7 days a week! Now i can't enjoy my last Sunday w/ her before school starts:( UGH. This actually does effect me bc my sis and i love my mom so much and we just spending time with her when we go shopping.

4. I have a lil bit of writer's block. I haven't been wanting to get on the computer and write anything at all. I didn't even write the chapters i said i promised bc of my sickness. I'm really sorry about that. I haven't had any motivation just to try and type. I'm just...ugh i'm so sorry.

I APOLOGIZE AGAIN FOR ANYTHING THAT I MISSED OUT ON!!! I COULDN'T KEEP MY PROMISE:( I FEEL TERRIBLE NOW. I WILL HAVE A CHAPTER UP ON BOTH STORIES THIS WEEK...I WILL GET OFF MY LAZY BUTT AND WRITE! actually, i gauruntee i will write in my notebook bc school is super boring and that's all i did in 10th grade. so yeah, i'm pretty sure i'll have more chapters up if i don't come home and sleep everyday. Thank you so much reading and i hope you're not mad at me. I'm sorry again. Chapters will be posted this week so stay tuned for that! Thank you again!