Erm.

I haven't been on here in a long time, missing having internet .-.
I'd like to be able to say my life as gotten better, but it really has not. Depression is kicking my ass.. But she helps. This amazing girl walked into my life, and I love her more than anything in this world. She's why I am still alive. Maybe two weeks ago I was really bad, and she talked me out of doing some really bad shit.. She's incredible. I still struggle keeping strong, and not self-harming, but i made her a promise.
I'm sitting in class right now, I feel like absolute shit, I really hate this place. 2 more years after this year, and i'm gone. Leaving this place. Somebody run away with me? That'd be nice. -.- Family shit has gotten better, and school isn't as bad as previous years..so why am I so depressed?..