One More Girl, One More Loss.

you dont know who i really am, do you?
here it is: Im a 14 year old girl who feels like she is losing everything. To mask the pain, occasionally she smokes weed. She regularly smokes cigarettes. Her friends are skipping out on her, so she now has to steal them from her mom.
She is moving far, far away from everything and everyone that she has ever known. She is scared. Deep down inside, she plans that one day she will run away. She will never look back, she will dream bigger than before and always be traveling. She will write about her journeys and discoveries.
She wants to take Taylor and Michael with her, she doesnt know how to live without them.

She just wants things to be okay again.