Just a catch up!

Hey everyone!

I'm an oldie on here, been registered for maybe three years? If not more. I just drop of the radar sometimes and as usual there are lots of new faces! SO... hello everyone, my name is Belle and it's a pleasure to meet you!

If there is anyone on here still that used to read my blogs then I'll give you a quick update and an apology for leaving so abruptly (again) without saying anything or letting anyone know.

Soooo, update:

I see my beautiful little man all weekend now, I pick him up Saturday at 10 and don't take him back until Sunday at 7!

Me and my new partner have been together one year, we celebrate our anniversary in a couple of weeks! (not so new now hehe)

My mental health still isn't great although I have only had 2.5 slip ups this year! Back in February (shortly after my last blog upload I think) and then once more in July, however the one in July was rather strange. Won't get to much into that but basically I don't have any clue of it happening, all I know is that I was on deaths door and I had, had no choice in being so. Oh, and I am on meds that dare I say - I have hope about?!

My dreams are still as strange and slightly hypnotic as ever.

I still have my little flat, lived here for three years now! Three years! It's gone so fast. Although I still can't believe that Nathan is three, we celebrated his birthday back in August.

Erm.. what else, what else... hmmm...

Oh, the relationship with my mother, well, let's say it is still a rocky road however it's a hell of a lot better than it was! I can actually hold a conversation with her, regardless of the fact that I am acting mother for her other daughter, I love her to bits my little sister but I shouldn't have to play her mum, her actual mum should do it! Not that I am complaining, if anything I am glad about it.

I think that is it now anyway, so I am gonna sign of, but as always, hit me up! Send me a message, lets talk :D

One more time - Sorry for abandoning and hello to all the newbies!!

<3 peace.

- Belle x x x