I want to die...

I'm not even sure if I'm with the right people anymore...
If I'm with the right friends...

They all look at me like I have some kind of mental problem...
I say one little thing, and they're already pouncing at me like a pack of starving wolves...
Like I've done something wrong...

I bet their talking about me behind my back right at this moment...
My chest aches, now...
Ever had a bad mood, and just want to die...?

I'm feeling that right now...
Actually, every second, of every day, and before I sleep, and When I wake up...
Honestly, I'm scared...