Well I couldn't keep my goal. School, homework, family, and trying to have a social life takes up a lot of time. Maybe I'll try again next semester when I can make a better schedule, if not then the summer.
Do you ever wonder what it would be like to just leave and never look back? To become someone else, the you that is everything you are and want to be? To just start fresh, but knowing what you know and keeping the experiences with you? To no longer have any expectations? To no longer be under anyone's scrutiny? To no longer wondering if you're good enough, if you're up to par, if you're good enough?
It may be my exhausted mind or my subconscious causing me to ramble, but these are the questions that are swarming in the cluster-fuck that is my mind. I also can't help but ask, am I the only one that thinks about this?
If you read my rambles, thank you. Well I'm going to end this blog, and try to get some sleep. Thank you again for reading.
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