Moving On~

So my life has been very... Monotonous lately. I've been really depressed all through out my birthday and it fucking suuucked.

My birthday wish was to die. Oh. How fucking ironic.

But I'm okay now, I actually talked to my mother about all of the thing that's been happening. She just walked into my room and decided to talk about life and shit. She told me that she had been depressed when she was my age as well, and idek. I decided that I wanted to be better. My friends at school actually helped a lot, they're actually the last group of people I'd expect happiness from. I have them to distract me from my thoughts.

I've been preoccupied with my grades as well, because at the last minute I decided I did't want to fail, I've been going all out for this shit it's just been crazy. Today was supposed to be the last day of school but classes were suspended, sigh. I really was looking forward to the last day. Damn it.

Well anyway, I'll be here. Moving on.

LotsaLoveandShitXOXOXO