I am not going to be hard on myself.

At least, not today. And I will make that promise to myself right now. I will not let other people affect my decisions or make me feel bad. And I am going to keep positive. Even if I get nothing done today, I will not get mad at myself. That is my biggest problem. I will not put myself down, I will not purge, I will not cut, I will not binge.

I am fine. And I will be fine.

I'm just trying to put myself in a calm and positive state of mind. And I am so sick of making myself feel worse than everybody around me does. Today, I am going to avoid those negative comments. I am going to take a day off. Not from Mibba, just from life. I will watch movies and tv shows. And study, even just a little. And, if I end up writing, good for me. And, if I don't, so what? I will not get discouraged and I will not go to bed disappointed in myself. I need to start being nicer to myself.

I am taking it one day at a time. I am not going to think about tomorrow and how bad it may end up. I deserve a day with no pressure and no deadlines. Just to focus on things that make me happy.