back to school tomorrow. ;-;

Yeah, I really don't want to go back to a place where I'm constantly being judged for what I wear and how I look/act.

I've been sick since last Tuesday night, and I've missed eight days of school. So, I've had a shit ton of homework to make up for, two essays to write for my college Lit Class, and so much more and I'm not even done with it all! So, I'll have to finish up that work plus the assignments they'll assign on top of the ones I have left to finish.

Can you tell I'm overwhelmed?

Not to mention I know my anxiety is going to go through the roof and I'll probably have another asthma attack because fuck people, that's why. I know I'm going to be surrounded by people asking where I was and it's going to freak me out, I hate when people do that

And I hate big crowds, so fuck. I just.. don't want to go back to school, I'm really not prepared for this. I mean, my heart is racing right now just thinking about it.

fuck me.
October 21st, 2013 at 07:38am