Can't Write Love Stories For A While

As it says on the title .
I can't write love stories for a while
Not sure when I will or if I will
so i'm sorry to everyone who loves or likes my story "love is not dead"
the thing is my dad is better , he has no more cancer but
what you all don't know is I have a boyfriend joke
and I love Jake so much
but I found out not that long ago , he has liver cancer
but unlike my dad's cancer it spread over his body
doctor says he has about a month or so left
so my heart isn't really in to writing love stories
even though it's the thing I love to do .
but if my heart isn't in it , it's not a love story
I might post some of my old work on here but I don't know
anyways sorry I can't write "love is not dead" , I hop my fans understand

I always said , "I write love stories cause happy ever after only happens in stories" which is true . to have a story make with the one you love it amazing or even reading about two people falling in love and being happy . I love it

anyways if someone who reads this and write baby daddy's , lemon's or even one shots can you please write me one with my boyfriend so I can have a fake happy ever after , I can't do it myself please , it just doesn't feel right when I write it myself .
please message me and let me know , i'll give you the info

thank you all for reading and BIG THANKS IF YOU WRITE ME SOMETHING