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Morning friends. What are your plans for today? It's Monday so that means back to the daily work grind for me. I'm in a pretty good mood today and I have been lately actually. I've been feeling more inspired to get my life more together lately. I want to really look into finding a new job I'd enjoy. Change makes me nervous when it's something serious like employment or other things that affect my life.

I'm also going to start an exercise routine. I'm so overweight and out of shape. It's not anyone's fault but mine and it's up to me to change it. So many times I've sat back and been lazy and procrastinated so many things but I'm tired of that. The only person who's missing out on things is me. So I'm gonna get my ass in gear. I wanna feel healthy again and be one of those go getter people. I want my house to stay clean and to have all my work and exercise done each day.

I also wanna start updating my stories regularly. I struggle with this but I'm not giving up. I feel like I can only truly be worthless if I just throw in the towel and give up. I gotta keep trying and I believe I'll eventually reach my goals. I've been listening to some new and uplifting music lately so that's made me feel loads bettet. I also haven't been sweating petty online drama. I struggle with depression a lot so any time I feel happy, I try and hold onto it as long as I can. Have a nice day everyone.
November 4th, 2013 at 02:45pm