I'm having urges to SH again.

To be completely honest I stopped self-harming for awhile. I was trying to recover from self harm. I thought it was best to get help with that as I got help for my eating disorder, body dysmorphia, and my OCD.
Apparently my doctor thinks I have a perfectionist personality. He thinks that has something to do with my anorexia purge subtype.
I just want to cut. I'm gonna start cutting again though. It will help because not cutting is making me.. sad and angry. I cry at night saying I want to cut so bad. I need to do this.

I know I sound stupid and that I will get hate comments.
November 4th, 2013 at 05:06pm