Nothing Sounds Good

I'm so frustrated.

I just want to be able to write and I feel like nothing is good enough.
I'm getting messages and comments to update certain stories and I try and try and nothing fucking works. It's really starting to get on my last nerve.

I don't want you to think I'm not trying because I'm pulling out my hair and breaking keys on my keyboard in an attempt to get this shit together. I feel like I'm letting some of you down and I know you don't think so but I'm tired of making promises that I'm not able to keep right now.

So please please please don't be upset if I'm not updating something quickly. I really want to but I have this block that's not letting anything come together.

I'll do my best to do something soon but I just, can't right now.

I hope you understand.