Just a ball of jealousy tonight.

So I'm out of cigarettes, I have no money, no gas in my car, another big test tomorrow... Honestly its the usual.

But it seems like tonight everyone is doing something fun and I can't join. So I'm just angry at everyone. No real reason, just plain jealous.

I think its mostly stemming from the out of cigarettes issue, normally I'm pretty okay with being my boring self while everyone else goes out and has fun. And on that note, don't start smoking cigarettes. God, its like the stupidest thing I ever did. I spent like 1/4 of my money on them and they don't even make me feel good anymore. Its ridiculous.

But my roommate made me some garlic toast, so I've got that going for me.