I just really need some friends.

I've been spending most of my days listening to sad songs and chain smoking. I really thought escaping my home town would do me good, but I'm not so sure anymore. I at least had a few friends back home, here I have a few acquaintances I text occasionally who might possibly respond.

I'm super lonely. I'm surrounded by thousands of people my own age, but I can't seem to really talk to any of them. I still try, but dead end conversations because of different likes and interests are getting old.

The only people who approach me are trying to sell me drugs.

I'm just venting. I'm bored and alone at my apartment as usual. I don't even have a friend to go out to do anything with. Ironically its harder to make new friends when you don't already have some to start with.

My awkward nature doesn't help much, either.

November 20th, 2013 at 11:34pm