I don't know what to say.

I honestly don't even know where to start. I just have zero energy. And I have been so lonely. Yet I make no effort to talk to people and whatnot. Which I really regret.

I haven't even been writing. That is by far the worst part. I really want to update my stories and even just write a couple of words in a notebook. I just don't know where to start. I have so much to write. But it's all jumbled up in my brain. And I keep convincing myself that I will write the next day. It just doesn't happen.

And I am so sorry to the people that I have disappointed on here. I have been reading stories, but that has been all I have been doing. I hope that I can change that soon. I'm trying. I just don't want to make any promises and make people angry or anything. I love you guys and I miss you.