Alone... and confused.

I don't really have people to actually talk to about my life.. so I always end up on here posting something. I never know if I'm looking for advice for comfort or something else.. But I know I need to discuss things with someone and no one I actually know can do that with me.

I haven't been doing anything good with my life at all for years. I have.. maybe.. I don't even know if I have actual friends to be quite honest.. I've gone from hanging out with people to not even getting a text from someone.

I tried going back to school for something I really enjoy and get honours in it, but I don't even get an interview. The job I do have I'm good at, however it's been brought to my attention that my personality drives people away.

I can't even say my love life is at a stand still, cause it's never actually started to even say that.

I'm always so alone.. and I don't know what to do anymore.