Sad?

I hate when you’re sad for no reason; you’re with people, you’re fine, you’re happy, you’re laughing and smiling, but at the same time it almost feels like you’re not there. You keep dazing in and out of conversations, you can't focus on one single thing. And once you’re by yourself you don’t want to do anything, you’re sad and feel alone. Someone asks you what’s wrong and you want to tell them, but you don’t even know what’s wrong yourself.

I hate that, and I hate feeling like that.

I hate watching people go through that.

I went through that a lot last year and a bit this year, it was terrible and I felt it every day and I felt lost and hollow and didn't know what to do.

God I hate admitting it, but I still feel that way most days.

It's a terrible feeling and it annoys me that it won't go away.