It Sounds Like She’s Dying

My aunt is in the hospital, her liver and a bunch of other organs are failing her and my mom is in complete denial about it which, is pissing me off.

We are going up Tuesday and…



I just don’t know if I can do it again Mibba, can I hold my mom’s head above water again? It nearly killed me last time, last time I dropped out of school. That was my dad and this is my aunt.

I just… fuck. I don’t know. I’m less upset about my aunt possibly dying then how it’s going to effect everyone. My mom and cousin mainly. Ugh just… I wish I didn’t care Mibba I do but I don’t not care so I gotta keep them from drowning.