Dumb dumb dumb. (kind of eating disorder-y in case that's bad for you)

I'm dumb. I do dumb things. Like refusing to eat on the rare occasions that I'm hungry. And binging when I'm not hungry at all. Especially binging with fast food. It's making me feel so gross. I'm curled into a ball currently because i hardly ate anything all day and then I ate like the biggest meal at Burger King. Plus an ice cream cone.

Ugh. I need to stop doing this to myself. So very, very dumb.

Plus I'm hardly sleeping, waking up every half hour, having horrible dreams, leaving the overhead light on because my anxiety is flaring up, staying up later in hopes I'll sleep through the night.

Basically I'm a hot mess.

I feel a little less like vomiting so I'm going to try and sleep. Probably.