I Broke Up With My Abusive Boyfriend || New Story

This is only a short post because well it's a small update from my previous blog post.

I don't know whether I should be proud of myself or not. Yesterday I posted a blog about my confusion on whether to end my relationship or not. After being the in abusive relationship since the age of 15, I managed to call of the wedding and leave him. A part of me hates myself for it, but the other part of me feels so relieved. Or so I thought. Since I ended it this morning, he's done nothing but hassle me all day. Telling me that he's sorry, that he'll change, that he'll get help. I love this boy with everything in me, that I can tell you.

I really feel bad for breaking his heart after 7 years of being together but it's the best thing for me right? I mean it has to be, I'm free of his possessive and abusive ways but I feel like a part of me is missing, I feel lost. This whole thing is confusing, it's a whole mess in my mind.

Do I risk taking him back or not?

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Last thing, I have just posted a new story called Fear.

If you want to check it out, you can here
January 9th, 2014 at 12:12am