Mock exams are destroying my soul

I am not kidding

I am really sick at the moment too so it's literally a living hell

I've been off school for two days with this sickness bug and I've not eaten anything in those two days, but I've been revising constantly for these mock exams.

Which I'm pretty much guaranteed to fail anyway.

I had a maths exam on Monday morning, and that was the first day we had back after Christmas holidays. It was awful. I'm pretty sure I failed it.

Tomorrow morning I have a chemistry text and its for 1 hour and 45 minutes. 1 HOUR AND 45 BLOODY MINUTES. HOW. WHY IS IT THAT LONG? AGH

Tomorrow is also my first day back after being off sick. I'm still not better, but I have to go in. Ew.

These mocks don't even mean anything, but my sixth form has made us treat them like real exams, since they've got rid of January exams. Which I am still very angry about, by the way.

And all my non-internet friends are being dicks, trying to make me go out to loads of places even though I'm still sick. NO FUCK OFF I DON'T CARE.

I really just want to curl up in a ball and cry a bit, then watch some TV.

I really needed to rant, yep ok bye