I'm starting to think its time...

Alright, honestly, why does everyone act like being attracted to someone is the best thing in the world? It's not, my body is getting physically exhausted from how much stress he's causing me. We're friends, I've always liked him, but I've tried telling him a number of times, but he just blows it off. I know he doesn't feel the same way, but I can't stop my feelings. I want to keep my distance from him.

We're close enough that we can talk about anything and mess around and stuff like that. I can't help getting jealous when he mentions other girls....

I'm sick of feeling like his last option, lately he's been busy talking to the girl he likes and I can't stand it.

I think it's time for me to get some distance between us, but I don't want to ruin our friendship and I don't really have anyone else...he's one of the only people I talk to outside of school and I'd be lost without him.

I hate that there's a piece of me that hopes one day later on, he'll realize that I'm the right one for him or at least give me a chance... I doubt it'll ever happen though
January 14th, 2014 at 05:11am