No idea....Warning language no little ones should read

What the fuck did I do to deserve this? Yeah I was short and snappy with him and I’m sorry for that. He needs to man up and take life seriously. He’s an adult now. He needs to graduate high school and get a job…his parents are not going to support him forever. He needs to more respectful with his mom’s money, seriously. I’m really pissed right now. He thinks that everything is just a-okay because we’re not talking about it. Yeah whatever he wants to say to me would probably be better in person, but it would make me feel a lot better if he’d at least tell me, specifically, what he wants to talk about. This is going to be so fucking awkward. I’m really scared right now and when I’m scared I act like a bitch because I’ve been hurt so much. I can’t help but push people away. He’s so lucky I haven’t pushed him away. Usually as soon as I get close to someone I push them away. Gah!!!!!! Siiigh

He’s fucking acting like everything is hunky dorey. Gah men are stupid, disgusting pigs! I feel so used right now.