Kids?

So every three months I get a check up on my Addisons. Normally, they do labs, which is taking blood to make sure I'm all healthy. Anyway, so last time, my doctor showed me that I have high levels in two areas. Levels that could potentially be showing my ovaries could be breaking down. So I got two more labs and now I'm waiting for results. Results I'll get in a week. So I decided not to tell my boyfriend, which didn't work out very well.. I ended up telling him. So then, I'm sitting at my lunch table and my friend is talking baout she hates kids, and she'll never have them. And I just quietly say, "Well at least you can have them. I might not." Silence. So I'm all nerves, still waiting for the results. Yay.