My Therapist Dropped a Huge Bombshell

It turns out that I only have about 8 weeks left of therapy, which really, really sucks. I mean, the whole of my session yesterday consisted of me crying. I got home and cried. Went to bed and cried. Woke up this morning and, yup, you guessed it, I cried.

Her hours are getting cut so she'll only be doing group sessions, which I'm not allowed to do because I'm "too good" for it, because I can think about how I'm feeling and figure out the cause of my problems. Oh, and I'm not allowed to join group because I'm influenced easily, which means I'll probably take on other people's issues.

But I don't feel ready to be on my own. Without my therapist, I'll be alone again. She's the one person who I can talk to without feeling judged. She has answers and she helps me so much. I can't imagine not seeing her anymore and it terrifies me how helpless I'll be. She seems to think I'll be fine but, honestly, the fear of going back to how I was is already taking its toll.

I just can't imagine not having her in my life anymore.
January 24th, 2014 at 10:01pm