Checking in ^___^

Mibbians! I'm back again, sigh i just pop my head in after many months and pop myself out. IdEK why. But yes, hello dearies!

Currently in school. Second semester of my sophomore year in college. WHOA. Feels like just yesterday it was my high school graduation. Time fliiiiies. :O

Welp. It's 2014. Another year. Hoping for the best as always and trying so ever hard to suck up all my depression and anxiety that fills my big head of mine. Because quite honestly I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING HAPPY. I am just fine being single and happy. I just want to smile and MEAN IT. Hmph.

I'm still the same me, TV show/ Concert fanatic. And lately I've been getting into my country music fettish ever since i began watching Nashville, which is AMAAZING BTW♥ love that show so much. Deacon makes my heart ache </3 (he replied to me on twitter, yay!) also my other favorites are Gunnar, Juliette and Avery. Heh. I love country music so so much, i'm just a hillbilly at heart, WHATCHA GONNA DO ABOUT THAT. Keith Urban has my heart right now, just can't stop replaying his music♥ cuuutie. Hiphop, RnB, pop etc doesn't even interest me as much anymore, guess i'm not about that life anymore oh well. BUUUUT i still love my boys AKA ONE DIRECTION!!! :D Getting to see them again for the second time for their STADIUM tour this year GAHHHHH CAN'T. FUCKING. WAIT. I love them so much, they make my insides all tingly both out of sexual frustration and just sheer happiness. Haha ;) So looking forward to that!

This spring semester I am making all my classes my bitches. Need to get alll A's. So fucking tired of C's. (even though it was my fault) NO MORE EXCEPTIONS NOW. NOPE. NONE...I CAN DO THIS!
(...i hope).

But anyway, i really want to start getting back to my writing. I say this yet still do act on it. but now i must! Sigh, just thinking about my unfinished short stories i started a few years back. I miss writing. I really do. I can't be sentimental and affectionate in person but if you allow me to write it, i will not fail you. Because writing is my safe heaven. I may not be as good as my other friends might i add they are writing GENIUSES. I have my own style of writing i guess, and i just have to be happy with that :) but all along the way, i'll get there.

All for now peeps. I shall be back soon. xoxo

xconstantdreamer*
January 26th, 2014 at 07:18am