Ponderings about motivation

Sometimes I sit down and am like “man, when did I become this ambitious person,
how did I gain all this drive to do things? How did I get here? When did I get my shit
together?" And I remember all the years I spent not leaving my room and not wanting
to get out of bed.

But honestly it was so simple. Stagnation is miserable. All you have to do is start
moving, and you wake up. The first thing you have to do to really start living is
so simple - you just have to make the decision to get out of bed and try. And it
will be difficult for the first little while, but the trying will get easier and
eventually it takes no effort to get out of bed, and you now get to try to work
toward other things.