A new story......maybe.

I have no idea if I'll actually write it but I was day dreaming this morning and while the idea is a little.....triggering....it was (to me) sexy. Some people don't really understand that other people enjoy certain sexual fetishes or things. While you may find something to be morally or sexually disgusting, it may be quite thrilling to others.

If I did write it, I'm going to make it an Original Fiction. I don't honestly see it doing well as an A7X fic because none of the guys really match the male character. Plus, I dunno if it's just me but I feel kind of more pressured when I write Fan Fiction. Mostly I feel bad for not updating because I know people are waiting for updates. I know I should write it for me but I dunno.....the feelings of pressure are still just there.

I thinking writing it as Original will make me not feel so limited or like I'm to uphold some sort of specific mold or structure that is expected. I kind of want to venture out of the box and my comfort zone. I'm hoping this experience will get me more excited with writing and my ideas. I get bored of my ideas half way through a story lol. We'll see what becomes of this. Don't expect too much though because honestly, this is nothing I haven't said before. Lmao.

It will be extremely triggering, though. There won 't be rape but other things. 'Different' sexual fetishes and activities will be involved. Also will feature abuse and probably some stereotypical scenes. This is just something I feel I need to try.