I don't know when I got so sensitive to sound.

But it's really awful now. The littlest things will set me off, either making me angry or panicky in seconds. The worst is when my dad is singing and I'm just not in the mood to hear it, because he doesn't stop if I tell him it's annoying.

It's just stupid things. Like these bells my mom found; my brother and my dad were messing with them, and I couldn't stand it and I told them to stop and they did it for longer and I was almost crying both times. That's, like, not normal, to nearly burst into tears because of a sound.

Don't even get me started on the emergency alert sound or electronic voices. I can't breathe when I hear them.

And if there's too much noise at once, I panic. Just now I had to leave the living room because my dad snoring on top of the TV blaring on top of the dog pacing was too much. I couldn't handle it.

At least my sister keeps the volume down in her car; too loud and it makes me sick.
February 25th, 2014 at 04:15am