Life Is Weird

My head has been so weird lately. I've seen my doctor about my moods, he seems to believe that I have manic depression, along with some anxiety, but he needs to asses me some more before placing an official diagnosis. I'm going to be seeing a therapist on Thursday as well, so maybe I can get some help on all this crazy and painful thoughts I have.

I needed to vent, that's the reason for this blog post. There aren't a lot of places I can go; both online and off. My crazy ex is always on my mind, not one day goes by that I don't think about that son of a bitch. Anyway, I just needed to let this all out, I don't wanna bore my boyfriend, or have him get annoyed with me, and Sid is sleeping on him in my bed, so I'm all by my lonesome catching up on cartoons.

I'm tryna get in the mood to write Patrick Stump smut too...weird, Steezy always puts me in the mood. I'll go have a listen to his cover of Jeff Buckley's Everybody Here wants You.

Have a nice night/morning/day/afternoon, wherever you are :)
xxsanti
February 26th, 2014 at 05:38am