KISS LOG.8 (mardi gras/sugar)

WHEN: 27 FEB 14
WHERE: MUSES

I did whippets for the first time and this girl named Tiffany kissed me. She let me wear her fur coat and it was alright. I dont like tiffany very much i don't know why i did it,but u know, she came on to me. N then Boy hooked up with her later this night and they have a lot of history together..it bugs me but I dont really mind it

Afterward,i found my prince (dont make fun of me)!! Ive had a crush on this boy for over a year now and he was expelled last year so i rarely get the chance to see him. We kissed! For a bit and then i had to go,and I should be happier because i have been waiting for prince longer than you can believe, but I'm not. it's frustrating how much i like Boy but I think(or hope) it'll pass eventually

WHEN: 28 FEB 14
WHERE: COUP D’ETAT

I kissed this gay boy named Bobby;it was a small kiss because he asked me to. And then later he confided in me he was in love with Boy, and he was upset because him and Boy have been good friends for three years now. Bobby then asked me to hook up with him for real and i complied because i felt bad, i dont really know. Bobby was really out of it, i was too,and this mite have been the weirdest part of my night

Shortly after, i kissed my friend zowie who was even more out of it than Bobby,possibly even sadder than Bobby because of her own boy problems

Again,i hooked up with violette from the previous kisslog. I spent the majority of muses (the night before) holding her hand and smoking with her, and while we didn't kiss then,i get the feeling she might really like me and im unsure of what i want. I know i shouldnt keep doing this until i'm in a better place but she's just pretty and i like how easy it is being around her

Later Atticus,a college boy who was a senior last year when i was a sophomore said hello to me and asked for my phone number. At first i didnt give it to him but we did kiss and talk about the marijuana edibles i made a year or so ago. I dont really remember the kiss but i ended up giving him my # and he texted me but i have yet to respond. I do think hes very attractive but im really iffy about him mainly because my friends dislike him and i know there's no chance of this going anywhere

i found Sugar again who picked me up,spinning me around and when we kissed, someone told us to "Get a room" We walked a little and he made fun of me about Boy and i teased him a little for being a virgin (Not seeeeriously of course. And in his defense he only just turned 16..but i dont see why this matters). He kissed me a lot and all over and told me he's liked me since last year and wanted to have sex in a very sketchy place but i couldnt have his first be so screwed up. Not to mention i was still in the strangest mood

My best friend and i were waiting for our ride when this really drunk boy came and sat next to us. He was about our age and we all talked for a half hour. He said he'd never kissed a girl so my best friend and i both kissed him and there was a lot of joking around and corny love advice,it was all dorky lol

I like sugar a lot because we get along so well, and he likes me,too. But i cant get over the weirdness!! He thinks im pretty and would do a lot for me, but i can't really take him seriously. In a way he reminds me of Boy from when we first started kissing

And last nite i was finally able to talk to Boy. I attacked him from behind and we almost kissed but he didnt want to get face paint all over me(He was a demon or somethin). I dont know if he likes me anymore

Its stupid but i miss Boy. And none of these kisses help to get over him
March 2nd, 2014 at 04:35am