A note from me to you

What does a girl do when her own mother tells her she doesn't love her?

Its all a blur in my mind although I feel the pain of rage anytime I see her. She goes through my room and takes the things that make me feel safe. she always does this...
I am an unhappy girl, I am always referred to as melancholy and morose because I hate my life, all I wanted was someone to try to help me for what I go through.. it didn't help though.. CPS didn't help me. The guidance councilor didn't help me, I feel like I'm too far gone but tomorrow I'm going in for an "evaluation"
People don't really even try to understand..to them I am just making all of this up, but believe me I'm not, it is true. Please don't hate me for what I have done, I have already lost everyone else.
All I have is you guys,
-A.H