WHEN: 3 MAR 14
WHERE: ORPHEUS
I kissed the dreamiest boy i know and here,i’ll call him 360. 360 was a senior this year (I’m a jr)but he dropped out but sometimes i'll see him on the weekends and he's the most handsome boy I know. A beautiful face!!!!!! A beautiful everything!!!!!!!!!!! I think the kiss was short n perfect and i never thought 360 would kiss me since im such a dweeb. I had to find Gabby, n he had to find AJ but he said he’d find me afterward
i ran into Carter again and he didnt recognize me at first but then we kissed a tiny bit and made fun of each other. Hahaha i was not expecting to ever see him again
Later after the parade, i walked to Sam’s house with about 10 other people, and this senior girl Katie pulled me aside to talk about Boy. She's reallyreealllyreally good friends with him and she explained she didn't want me to hate her b/c she used to have a massive thing for Boy(P.s. i never disliked her). She wanted to hook up with me so i did, and we talked more about Boy. She told me he didnt like Tiffany, he only kissed her to make me jealous, and that he's shitty at any sort of emotional connection. But none of this information made sense to me, and I still dont know what to believe(???!)
Then,Katie told me he had called her after our first and said some really nice things. This night everyone told me all the nice things Boy's said about me, but i was still feeling off about it all. Boy was in this same house with me for over an hour but clearly didnt want to see me
WHEN: 4 MAR 14
WHERE: F&M’s/360’s
At around 12:30 a.m., we left to a bar called F&m’s. 360 was already there and he snuck me in. We kissed
Tiffany asked me to dance with her,and she kissed me. She'd said something corny like "let’s give everyone a show" I didnt really want to kiss her
Later,360 kissed me in a photobooth where we almost had sex. We kissed while waiting for a cab, and we kissed in the back of the cab
At 3 in the morning, we were at his house where we kissed and had sex. I cant even begin to explain how good this was. I swear all the times i had sex with Boy was a complete and utter lie; You guys,i didn't know what sex was before 360. Hes just the definition of immaculate!! He choked me,he hit me, he pulled my hair and near the end,he stuck his fingers down my throat and i bit down
Afterward, we watched the Nightman episode of It’s always sunny and had sex again. We talked while i waited for a cab, and i got home at 6. I was really happy everything semi-worked out
WHEN: 5 MAR 14
WHERE: 360’s
A friend dropped me off at 360’s around 11:30, and he kissed me hello. We watched tv and kissed while i played with his cat (I think im allergic to cats). After a bit we moved to his bedroom and smoked cigarettes and talked and had sex. I let him go down on me b/c i can't turn him down, ever!!!! I've decided im not a huge fan but i dont completely mind it; I just really like everything with him a lot. We watched Trainspotting (this is about the time i realized I'm allergic to cats). He made fun of my sillier tattoos then we smoked more while talking about future things. We talked about good movies and we talked bad movies,and I let him hold my hand even though i hate holding hands.
I think 360 is really nice but i havent figured out what i want yet. I’m still processing the fact he's even talking to me; all my friends and I have always seen him as a sort of deity(his dorky fan club). In terms of sex, he's the opposite of Boy completely, no doubt about it, and already,I've spoken more words to 360 than i have to Boy in the past 4 months. Ill always like Boy but his weirdness towards me makes me sad, whereas 360 is a genius at making me happy
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