KISS LOG.11 (buku fest)

WHEN: 21-23 MAR 14
WHERE: BUKU FEST/360’S

Ive been dreading writing about this weekend b/c it was just a stupid blurry mess that i only halfway remember. I went to buku fest and it was the beeessst weekend!! I kissed so much 360 and slept over at his house Friday and saturday nite. We kissed during a lot of shows. On saturday i bought a lot of molly and peaked @ Flaming lips. I cried and kissed a stranger.it was the most beautiful 15 min of my life. For 3 hours i lost all my friends but befriended different groups of older college people. It was really fun i was just very crazy pixie hyper and there were a lot of kisses. When i found 360 again i was starting to come down. It was terrible i was so sad and tired during Danny brown who i was looking forward to seein all weekend.

On friday night, we had a lot of sex reeaal late at nite and then again in the morning.360 has seen me naked in broad daylight and that is a scary thought. I only got 2 hrs of sleep! N on saturday night,i had zero energy. We had sex and i fell asleep right after. Every once in a while he would wake me up with little kisses on my nose and forehead or let me know how soft and warm i was before going back to sleep. Hes so handsome i scream! Then we spent so much of Sunday together. We didnt get out of bed until 4pm and we talked a lot and he kissed me goodbye

I don't know if i like 360 very much or if i trust him at all. I think hes perfect for me at the moment but his personality is too much like mine. We're both fairly quiet people and while it's never an uncomfortable sort of quiet, i just go better with talky people. Also,so many older girls say he's bad for me, and i can kinda see what they mean but he's been fairly sweet and it's not as if i want to be anything serious with him.Im pretty much bad news for most guys as well. And i dont like his friends very much and i dont think they like me. They’re all boring weirdos and when 360’s around them,he turns into a boring weirdo

Then on monday-wednesday i was still sad from post-molly. I shower cried a lot over Boy and its stupid but i can't help but miss him so much. I dont think theres any chance of Boy and me happening ever again, but i think we can be friends eventually and that's all i want

And then i think about spending all day in bed with 360 and i want to melt n scream into a pillow