how to lose your friends.

I've been feeling really lonely lately. Apart from a loving boyfriend, I feel like I don't have a lot of close friends. I don't really care for the most part because school is going to kiss my silly little behind in a couple months (hooray for graduating) but I've been noticing I don't have as many friends as the people around me do. It's really starting to hurt now. Just a little. ::sad:

I have a ton of acquaintances, people that I can keep a conversation with if we were forcibly paired up for a project. But I feel like a friend is someone who I could go sit down with at lunch and they'd openly welcome me, and there's probably like . . . seven people who would actually do that.

I just miss having a lot of friends like I used to when people didn't act so fake and everyone got along. Personally, I just feel like not a lot of people particularly favor me for whatever reason (but that might be my social anxiety talking). It just hurts when sometimes my friends walk off without me and don't realize I got left behind. I don't really feel important to a lot of people, and that's why I've been hiding in my physics class during lunch for the past couple of months.

I just really want to graduate and start over.
I'm entirely sick of the people at my school because I feel like they're sick of me.

I think I'm going to start becoming more active on Mibba so I don't feel so lonely.