Seems like I can't get my past out of my present, I'm scared it will come into my future. I can't let to of past loves, past struggles and past mistakes. I blame myself everyday for losing the one person I loved the most (010911*). That's when I was the most happiest, but I know if I let her go, I'd be happy! I know it's not my fault! I know I could also forgive her for cheating... But could you? We've been through so much, so much love, pain, heart ache and so much more. That was my first, will she be my only? The love I have, I can't control! Our past is so strong, my life had changed and now it's changing again, I feel as if I'm the new girl in a new town... I'm so lost! I'm independent but I need my rock! I never thought this would happen, little fights here and there... But now she's happy else where... Love is all a game, but sometimes someone's worth playing for... But I have no more energy and no more tears. I have only myself now and that's my biggest fear. Because what if she comes back? What if she realizes I'm the one? Can I put my self through that? 010911 to Infinity & beyond.
I love you M.E.E ❤️
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