I'm So, So Sorry.

To Koudai, Kazuki, Kuina, Tomoya, Subaru, Mahiro, Junji, Takemasa, Mitsuki and Hiyori for taking down your faces first lol. I feel bad. I had a whole wall dedicated to them and their faces were the first pictures I took down in my old room.

Also, I've come up with the most obvious solution to my 'how do I make my blogs look as informal as possible while still typing with caps?' problem. And then I was like. I wanted to change my username. Do it. Change it. Go. So I did, and every time I change my username I have a new blog layout to match, so say hello to Koichi and Meto. And also, I was like lol I can make everything appear lowercase w that can't I? So ya I'm happy.

And to go with my happiness, I'm gonna do that survey so yay !!!!!!

(I'm lazy so I'm not gonna code this whole thing like sozz but いいえ)

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Working in the fashion industry and saving up for my own store.

Do you want to get married?
Yeah I guess.

Do you want to have children?
Adopt ya.

Do you want to move? If yes, where?
Ya Tokyo, Osaka, Seoul or Zagreb.

How does your dream house look like?
Very minimalistic.

What is your dream job?
Fashion designer/stylist.

What are five things you want to do before you die?
1. Visit my family in Europe.
2. Be the founder of a fashion label.
3. Meet Taemin tbh.
4. Go to a Royz concert.
5. Taste mayonnaise from every continent.

Are you scared of the future?
Nah man, go hard or go home.

What’s your biggest dream you would like to achieve in life?
Be a famous fashion designer.

What would be the ideal age for you to die?
I would say 50 but I'm probs gonna be too lazy to die and end up living to 458 and being like shit man.

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20 Random Questions

1. Do you support abortion? Yes or No? Give your reasons.
yeah and no. I support the right to abortion but I don't support the whole 'no uterus no opinion' argument. For me, personally, I think abortion should be used as a last option if you're consenting and all that g stuff. Like, if you really don't want a baby and you're doing the do with a boyfriend, wouldn't you be on birth control anyway? Idk.

2. Do you support euthanasia? Yes or No? Give your reasons.
If a person is suffering and is in agony and doesn't want to live, then they should have the right to say ayo doctor i think it's time. If you have a pet, and it was suffering and you could see it was suffering, wouldn't you put it out of it's misery? I think the same should be done to humans.

3. Would you rather go back in time or remain where you are in terms of the time of your life?
Remain where I am lol I was even more of an embarrassment when I was young.

4. Do you like the school you’re going to? Yes or No? Give your reasons.
Ya man, it's pretty g.

5. Who was your favourite Disney princess as a child?
Mulan or Kida.

6. How do you manage your finances? What do you normally spend it on? And what would you do with your savings for the future?
Ayo parents what up.
Gurl I am a teenager living at home jobless I ain't gonna think of no finances what is this.

7. Do you still live with your folks?
See above haha.

8. What do you crave for for desserts?
SPONGE CAKE OHOHOHOHOHOOOO.
Or cheesecake.

9. Who are your style icons?
Kurebayashi Haruka, Miho and Maho, Juria, Sakurina, Milkybunny, the youtuber Xiaxue, Chamii, a lot more I can't think of right now...

10. Would you rather die by fire or by ice? Like, burn to death or freeze to death?
Ice.
Gurl I can't even wash the dishes bc the water's too hot.

11. Do you believe in an afterlife?
I believe in ~reincarnation~.

12. What do you fear most about death?
Nothing lol.

13. Favourite countries and cities in the world.
I'll do five? Five.
1. Tokyo
2. Zagreb
3. Hong Kong & Singapore
4. Kyoto & Osaka
5. Seoul

14. Extrovert or Introvert?
Introvert.

15. Do you own any pets?
We put down my dog last year.

16. Last movie you watched? Did you enjoy it?
Um.
The last movie I paid to see was the Lego Movie and that
was
a
masterpiece.

17. Where do you normally shop for clothes?
CDJ, Dangerfield and Duchess.

18. Last person you spoke to on the phone?
Made; I called her at like 3am two nights ago to tell her to shut the hell up.

19. Favourite TV shows?
Golden Girls, RuPaul's Drag Race, Free!, SnK, GTO, idk man.

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The Long 100

1. What’s been the best day of your life so far and why?
When I went to Harajuku bc I think it's pretty self-explanatory.

2. Describe your first kiss, who was it with, what was it like, where was it etc?
A girl shoved her tongue down my throat lol it was hell.

3. What’s your biggest regret?
I
Didn't
See
Dir
en
Grey
Live

Don't even talk to me.

4. When was the last time you laughed so hard that tears fell from your face and what was it at?
More like when do I not laugh that hard.

5. What is the craziest thing that you have ever done?
Gurl.
Guuuuuuurl.

6. What’s the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you?
Everything that happens to me is embarrassing lol.

7. Do you have any scars and if so, how did you get them?
Um well the scar I've had the longest is from this one time where I decided to swing a saw around pretending it was a sword and ya I cut my ankle deeply (didn't even feel it lol) and ya I'll carry around that scar for life.

8. Where would you like to be in 10 years?
In bed sleeping.

9. What are your views on drugs and alcohol?
I'd never take drugs but I'm definitely going to drink in the future because let's face it my people in my family make beer, some make wine, some make other alcoholic beverages. Someone's gotta drink it.

10. What are your views on religion?
Man, you go be religious, but don't be a prick about it.

11. Have you ever thought about ending your own life? If so, why?
:- )

12. Write 5 facts people might not know about you.
1. My favourite bands that speak English are Twisted Sister, Skyhooks and ZZ Top.
2. I don't have a problem with country music.
3. IPSC is my favourite sport.
4. I can't stand insects and spiders.
5. Sometimes when I talk an English accent appears bc my mum's Welsh but she did England and ya.

13. What’s your zodiac sign and do you think it fits your personality?
Aries.
Idk man.

14. Pinpoint a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
When I went to Japan haha.

15. Discuss your first love.
What first love?

16. Put your ipod on shuffle and write 11 songs that pop up. Explain why each song is on there.
All the songs are there because I like them?? And I'm also going by a playlist bc I have songs on my phone that I only listen to when I'm in a certain mood and this playlist is for songs I don't skip.
1. The Baddest Female by CL
2. Rum Pum Pum Pum by f(x)
3. Nom Nom Nom by WASSUP
4. Kill Bill by Brown Eyed Girls
5. Hell No by Miyavi
6. N.p.s N.g.s by Malice Mizer
7. Messiah by Mejibray
8. Fallen "MARIA" by Mejibray
9. I Got a Boy by SNSD
10. Mama by EXO-M
11. Kuchizuke by BUCK-TICK

17. Name somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Tokyo or Osaka.

18. What’s your earliest memory?
Chasin' my friends in my backyard wearing cult-looking masks w giant noses.

19. What are your views on mainstream music?
So pop music? I don't like it. Probably because I can understand the lyrics given the fact that I'm completely fine with K-Pop.

20. What are your highs and lows of this past year?
I don't remember yesterday how do you expect me to remember a year?????

21. What are your strongest beliefs?
That feminism ain't cool :- )

22. Who are you closest to in your family?
My Dida (my dad's father)

23. How important do you think education is?
Quite.

24. What’s one of your favorite shows?
Didn't I answer this ???? Well, anyway, GTO because I love Sorimachi Takashi and I love the manga and I love the anime and I love Shonan Junai Gumi (that's off the top of my head and idk if that's correct or not) and honestly GTO is just really entertaining without being repetitive.

25. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
I grew out of two certain phases that I actually wouldn't mind beating myself up over bc I was literally the most embarrassing thing ever omg.

26. Name 5 people who are famous who you find attractive.
1. Takano Tetsu (especially in his MM days like damn son)
2. Kim Heechul
3. Sebastiano Serafini
4. Wylona Hayashi lol (she's e-famous that's counting deal w it)
5. Lee Taemin & MatsuJun are tied here

27. Name your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Rn I would say RuroKen (courtesy of Adida) and it's about a former assassin doing stuff idk. Saving people. Stealing hearts. Oro-ing at things. And Satoh Takeru is adorable like dammit Adida look what you've done to me.

28. Who is someone who fascinates you and why?
Anastasiya Shpagina bc she's really talented and omg so adorable she's great.

29. What kind of person attracts you?
Androgynous.

30. What’s a problem that you have recently had or are currently having?
Lack of money.

31. Name something that you miss.
Harajuku.

32. Share 5 goals you want completed in the next 30 days.
1. Eat.
2. Sleep.
3. Survive school.
4. Get money for bap.
5. Get my cds.

33. What’s been the highlight of your month and the lowest point?
??? Idk.

34. What’s something that you’ve done in the past that you would never do again?
Fucking go on a camp that didn't have showers Jesus.

35. What is you’re biggest insecurity and why?
My nose bc have you seen it ?????

36. What were the last 3 songs you listened to and what did they mean to you?
1. Kioku to Sora by Malice Mizer; my favourite song.
2. She's my Girl by Beat Win; I love Beat Win and this song it's great.
3. Sakuran Trance Destiny by Black Gene for the Next Scene; I just love this band and I also have the single on the way haha

37. Do you have a toy that’s really special to you and if so what is it, how did you get it etc?
Ya I have heaps and idk why they're special to me tbh.

38. Have you lost anyone close to you to death?
Of course.

39. What is your purpose in life?
To make people laugh at my expense.

40. When was the last time you cried and what was it over?
I cried talking to Made bc she was being all weeaboo and it was like one am and I thought it was really funny and I cried while laughing.

41. If you got to spend an entire day with your favourite celebrity what would you guys do?
I'd probably hyperventilate and die if I got to spend a day with Heechul or Tetsu tbh.

42. If you could only listen to one artist for the rest of your life, who would you choose and why?
Malice Mizer bc a) they're my fave band and b) they had three vocalists who sung very differently so there's variety.

43. What are 3 traits that you like about yourself and what are three that you dislike about yourself?
Three traits I like:
1. My sense of humour.
2. My ability to argue until no tomorrow.
3. My creativity.

Three traits I dislike:
1. My sense of humour.
2. The fact I'm actually really shy.
3. I'm boring.

44. Can you cook? If so what are your favorite dishes to make?
I can cook when my mum isn't around and I look cooking pasta because it's easy and there's not much cleaning afterwards.

45. What was the last decision you regretted making?
Microwaving that egg because it exploded in the microwave sigh.

46. Who’s opinion of yourself do you value the most?
Made's tbh.
Or my best friend's.
Actually no because I've been ignoring her ever since she became a self-proclaimed Belieber.

47. What’s the nastiest thing you've ever said to another human being and what drove you to say it?
I've said a lot of horrible things tbh.

48. What’s the nastiest thing anyone has ever said to YOU? Or something that’s hurt you above anything else and why?
I've had a lot of horrible things said to me tbh.

49. You can ask your favourite celebrity 3 questions and he’s taken a magical truth pill so she will 100% answer honestly, what do you ask?
(to Heechul)
Why don't you shave your armpits?
Do you like mayonnaise?
Have you read fanfic of yourself and Jaejoong?

50. What mark would you want to leave on this world after you are gone?
A blood mark :- )

51. What makes you most angry?
When I tell someone I really don't like something and they go out of their way to do that thing every time I'm around them like no bitch I will find your most embarrassing photos and hold them captive don't you dare.

52. Who do you think is a really underrated celebrity and what do you love about them?
Xiumin and idk what I love about him maybe everything ????

53. What are the main qualities you look for when thinking about a significant other?
Are they androgynous ?? ?? ? ??? ?? ????
Is their sense of humour as bad as mine ?? ?? ? ?????? ?? ? ?? ??? ?? ?
Are they more 2min or Jongkey (this being the most important question) ??? ?? ? ??

54. What’s the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?
Best friend's brother once bought me Gloria Jeans because I was upset and he wrote oi man up on it.

55. What is one of your favorite memories?
Smudging Made's eyebrow.
I felt powerful.

56. What do you do when you really want to impress someone?
Show them my re-written lyrics for Show Luo's Fantasy.

57. What are your 3 favourite animals?
Snakes, Deer, Dogs.

58. What’s the nicest present you’ve ever received?
Made bought me a Suju Super Show 4 poster but she realised there was no Heechul so she gave me a mini Heechul wall scroll and it's great.

59. People always go around saying ‘oh I’m their biggest fan’, but what does being a truly big fan of someone mean to you?
Honestly my first thought was sasaeng.

60. Have you ever wanted to change anything about your life?
Ya my NOSE.

61. What is something you feel like you are really good at?
Bullshitting.

62. What are your top 5 favourite all time songs by your favourite artist?
(Malice Mizer)
1. Kioku to Sora
2. Illuminati
3. Miwaku no Rome
4. Madrigal
5. Beast of Blood & Gardenia

63. What are your top 5 favourite all time videos by your favourite artist?
1. Kioku to Sora live
2. Illuminati
3. Garnet
4. Bel Air
5. Gardenia

64. If you were given $3,000,000 to put towards 3 charities/foundations ($1 mil each obvs), what would you choose and why?
Idk any charities lol and I just sent best friend's brother a text and he replied my bank account is a charity.

65. What’s one thing someone has done for you that was really small but made a huge impact?
Made bought me a Xiumin t-shirt

66. What do you do when you can’t sleep?
Stop texting Made.

67. What’s something that’s on your bucket list?
Visit hide's grave.

68. If you could change 3 things within your government, what would they be and why?
1. Kick Tony Abbott of the Earth
2. Legalise gay marriage
3. Make every politician as skilled in dancing as Peter Garrett

69. What’s your favourite holiday and why?
Christmas bc ayo what up family :- )

70. What’s the kindest thing a stranger has ever done for you? Even if it’s TINY like holding a door open for you, something that you remember even though they were a complete stranger.
Idk.
Avoided me???

71. Who’s your favorite cartoon character?
I c h i n o s e_ T a k u m i

72. What’s the first song that comes to your mind while reading this and why?
Hell No by Miyavi
Go listen to it and figure out why :~ )

73. Put the 7 deadly sins in order of the one you commit the most to the least.
1. Sloth
2. Gluttony
3. Wrath
4. Pride
5. Envy
6. Greed
7. Lust

74. What would you like to be the first dance song at your wedding?
idk.

75. Have you ever been told you look like a famous person, if so, who?
Ya I have and idk who they were talking about lol.

76. What’s one thing you can not live without?
J-Rock.

77. What is the most selfless thing you have ever done for someone?
I took like three punches for my best friend ??? Before she was like gurl I'mma kill this guy get outta my way

78. Rate your favourite artist on a scale of 1-10 for the following things:
(Can I do a band? Bc ayo Malice Mizer)
Looks: 9 (only bc of that one look they had w Gackt. If you know MM I think you'll know the look)
Vocal ability: 10
Dance ability: -468 excluding Kami and Kozi bc they were dancing queens.
Videos: 8
Actual songs: 10
Lyrics: 9
Personality: 9
Loyalty to fans: 8
Humility: 94757375 tbh

79. What are 3 things that have happened in your life that you’ve never forgotten? Big or small, just things you know you won’t ever forget and still seem crystal clear now.
I suppress most memories so idk

80. What comes first to you out of friendships and relationships, and why?
Friendships bc relationships are meh to me.

81. What’s your favourite children’s tv show/movie?
The Bluffers !!!
And Watership Down !!!

82. What song makes you cry the most?
Jade by X Japan and Pink Spider by hide.

83. What’s the funniest film you’ve ever seen?
The GTO film.

84. What’s something crazy that you’ve always wanted to do?
Get a split tongue.

85. Has anything ever happened to you that you just can’t forgive?
:~ )

86. What’s your biggest fear?
Open doors tbh.

87. What is your favorite food?
GRAH GRAH GRAH GRAH GRAH #grahgang4lyf

88. Least favorite food? Why?
Idk.
Nuts?
Because I'm allergic??

89. Have you ever felt ashamed about something? If so what was it and why?
Like 90% of the things I do tbh.

90. Do you keep a journal? If so what mostly goes in it?
Nah man I'm too lazy for that.

91. When was the last time you said something nice to someone and what made you do it?
I said my friend Gienel is a good singer bc she is.

92. How do you feel when someone says something mean/disrespectful towards your fave celeb?
I internally go into angry sasaeng mode but outwards I'm like don't even talk 2 me.

93. What’s the saddest story/one that’s touched you the most that you’ve ever heard on the news?
Well rn the South Korean ferry thingie, but overall the atomic bomb on Hiroshima, especially after visiting Hiroshima.

94. If you were told you were going to have 3 daughters, what would you want to name them?
I don't know but I really like the names Takumi, Bei and Kida.

95. Do you have a middle name and if so, what is it?
Cecilia Elisabeth.

96. How did your name get chosen?
Well if I was a guy I was gonna be either Jacob or Ivan, but nope #femalegang. My mum wanted to name me Angelica but my dad was all like u do that I'mma call her Jelly so my mum was like LORD HAVE MERCY and so she was like Gabriel. Gabrielle. Gabriella. It's Italian-sounding. Done.

97. What’s the craziest thing you've done for each of your faves e.g. waiting in line for hours, getting up early to see them on tv etc?
Idk man.

98. Are you a virgin?
Ya.

99. What are the stories behind your tattoos/piercings and if you don’t have any, would you like any?
i want a Malice Mizer tattoo because I like Malice Mizer and I want a Pink Spider for hide lol haha.

100. Do you have siblings? If so, what are their names and how old are they?
Nope :- )
April 19th, 2014 at 11:50am