Confused About My Gender, or Am I? || Does This Sound Sexist to You?

I just want to say to the mods, I'm not sure about the new capitalisation rule for the blog title, so if I've done it wrong than sorry(?) Or if anyone notices that I've done the title wrong can you let me know please! Swiftly moving on~

I've had a few people say to me "Jamie you're such a girl" and "Jamie I swear you're a girl in a boys body" and this annoys me a lot because it's starting to raise questions and I feel like I'm in conflict with myself. People ask me if I want to be a girl, then I end up asking myself because I'm definitely more feminine than masculine.

People say this to me because I fake tan, paint my nails, wear make up, wear girls perfume, I wax, I always make sure my eyebrows are neat, I hate body hair, I always carry a mirror and a make up bag with me and I spend hours getting ready. People say this makes me a girl, but as a boy and the way I see it, doesn't that sound slightly... sexiest? Like from my view of life, not all girls wear make up, not all girls hate bodily hair, not all girls take hours to get ready, not all girls fake tan, etc. Do why does this make me a "girl"?

It's starting to bother me, and even if I did want to be a girl I would never directly admit it because I'd feel awful, plus I don't think people like my friends would accept it for what it is. I will probably just be confused for the rest of my teenage years or whatever, I don't know.

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