Kiss Log.16 (Prom Night)

WHEN: 25 APR 14
WHERE: 360’s

For whatever reason my parents thought id earned the right to go to prom. about 10 minutes after they dropped me off,360 picked me up and we drove to city park b/c he needed to give his friend AJ a ride home. We ended up waiting 20 minutes for AJ who in the end,we didnt even drive home b/c he was in some sort of fight with his girlfriend. so this part was stupid as shit

Sometimes 360 is the most boring fucking guy. it fucking sucks and I’ve accepted the fact i really only see him b/c despite the fact he talks way too much about cars and weed,we do get along really well and he’s so handsome it hurts and Im pretty much hooked on having sex with him. Plus hes seen me at my absolute worst (2 day old hair,makeup only half on from the night before/Naked in broad daylight) on multiple occasions and he’s kissed me with morning breath but still hasnt been scared away

I think its the comfort i like most. It sounds bad,but hes almost always there whenever I want to fuck and the fact thats all I see in him bugs me, still i can't help it anymore. I wish i liked him more than that, but i honestly wouldnt be with him if it werent for the surface things. And i dont want to believe this is a Boy thing, because its much too late to even think about going back to Boy

Back at his house,we watched Arrested development and he fucked me twice. I was already in a pretty bad mood considering wed wasted so much time just sitting in his car waiting for his friend and then he came all over my back aka the point i realized maybe I dont actually like this guy

The second time, we fucked for half an hour. He choked me hard and i left scratch marks all over his chest,and he let me suck and bite his fingers. i had to be back @ prom around 11:30 so in the last 7 minutes, he fucked me so stupid good i swear i finished 4 times. We sped back to prom and he kissed me goodbye

I hate the fact 360 feels like settling when honestly,this is all im looking for. Ive had a crush on him for so fucking long and if i wanted to turn this into something more, i probably could; Its really my fault that all this is is netflix and sex

Then it weirds me out how some parts of last night were so terribly boring Ill cringe just thinking about it whereas other parts were so good itll literally send shivers down my spine

P.s. it stinks re-reading past kiss logs and realizing how different things used to be when i was still screwing Boy. Those were so much cuter and like, charming,but in my more recent logs, ive gotten pretty offensively NC-17. i dread writing about 360 kisses because i feel they're all so repetitive. Theres nvr anything cute or interesting about reliably good sex