Let's Go.

Can I be honest, readers? Can I be really honest here, right now?
Because my heart is breaking. I can't be on my way to work without a few tears slipping out and having to hide it with my hair and the sleeves of my jumpers. I can't have a nice moment without thinking of a bad one.
I don't feel like I belong to anyone anymore. I feel lonely all the time, even with my special person. Only they aren't my special person anymore. They don't feel like mine anymore either. Everything feels like it's on the verge of some oblivion that will completely tear me up.
This is intense. I'm scaring myself only I don't know how to feel okay or normal anymore.
I'll be back later, more sane. Only I hope not.