Relation to Lyrics

"I had to tell them you were gone,
I had to tell them they were wrong..." [1]

Those on my side blame you. They have no idea what I've said done.

"You were my ally once,
You were my confidante..." [2]

You were mine once. Don't you dare forget.

"She said, 'I know what it's like to be dead,
I know what it is to be sad.'" [3]

Melancholic depression has a hell of an effect.

"I'll protect you from all the things I've seen." [4]

A promise I've yet to keep. We're both a little fucked up.

"I woke up,
And the world
Was on fire." [5]

Sometimes I don't want to wake up. I force myself to pretend I'm just fine and that I don't feel a thing.

"They really want you, but I do, too...
I fake it so real, I am beyond fake,
Someday, you will ache like I ache." [6]

No matter how much we split, I'll always want you. I've made a habit of pretending I'm not in pain on the inside and sometimes on the outside. You may be fine now, but you'll understand me someday. At least I hope.

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[1] "Playing Your Song"- Hole
[2] "Through The Desert Alone"- Circa Survive
[3] "She Said, She Said"- The Beatles
[4] "Kerosene"- Crystal Castles
[5] "Head of Medusa"- Otep
[6] "Doll Parts"- Hole