Madness and Love + Family Issues

(This is only part one of this post. I was writing it out, and realized that it was way too long to be a single post, so, sorry for getting ready to blow up the Blog page. Probably only take one more post. ::tehe: )

So, first let me get my schedule for "Madness and Love" out of the way. Usually, I have been posting up chapters everyday. Here lately, I haven't because I have been so worried with the thunderstorms we have been having that come with Tornadoes, so, I haven't been dealing with "Madness and Love" for a while. I know I left you guys hanging there on the last chapter, and I am currently writing Chapter Five. I just need a bit of time.

Jake and I have been working every weekend as well. We haven't had a proper date since August of 2013 and we went and watched Elysium. We just recently got finished putting up a 12ft gate and a fence and we aren't even finished with it, yet. We are trying to keep a neighbor from coming onto our property and everything we are doing, we shouldn't have to do, but this man thinks he owns the entire world just because he is a millionaire, but that is another blog post all together.

So, just please give me time my fellow subscribers. Since we had to dig the holes with a post hole digger, my hands have been killing me for the past week, and I have to write my chapters out first and its been really hard for me to write.

-sigh- Tons of things have gone on in the past few days as well. I have been really worried about this storm system that is going through right now with all of the tornadoes and such.

Yesterday, I had a quarrel with Jakes uncle, Robert. He is a real dickhead. I took Celecia out to the bus in the car, and when it was time for me to leave, Roberts buddy who brings him home from work decided to park right behind me, so, I have to wait. Robert gets out, and it begins to rain, so, I figure why not give him a ride up the hill to the house? So, I poke my head out and ask "Hey Robert? Do you want a ride back up?" A simple little question. He just watched me for a moment and was like "No!!" So I ask him if he is sure and he just starts walking away saying 'no' in a very ungrateful tone in which if you just jumped in on the conversation, you would think I asked him a preposterous question.

And me being the sensitive little thing I am, it bothered me. My eyes began to sting with tears (I have no idea why), but I held them back. It was on my mind all day yesterday. See, I am the type where I want everyone to like me in Jakes family. Most of the do, except Robert. Which I have come to the conclusion, fuck him.