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I feel like I don't visit here nearly as often as I should. Maybe if I did, my head would be in a different place. Things have been going seriously downhill and right now, I'm questioning a lot of my choices. Getting a job should be a number one priority, but disappointing someone that I love has been weighing very heavily on my mind. And I'm just ready to run away from it for a while and not participate in life, but this is the mess that I have gotten myself into, and it's the mess that I'm going to get out of. I'm just not going to enjoy it very much. It's times like this that remind me of how I wish I was an introvert. And then I remember that I don't actually know that many people, I'm just really awkward.
May 12th, 2014 at 03:17am