Heartbroken.

I should have seen this coming, you know?
But I am heartbroken. I have cried so much, I don't think my eyes can produce anymore tears.
My body hurts, my head hurts, everything hurts.

Last night, my boyfriend (I guess he is my ex now) decided to end it with me. A little under three months shy of our three year anniversary.
I know not all high school relationships last, but I do feel extremely sad. He had his reasons, which were all valid too, so it's not like this happened out of thin air. He still wants to be friends, but I'm just not sure that is possible.

I really don't want to go to school today, but I know I have to. Today, and the rest of this week, are going to be long, and filled with crying and binge watching tv shows.
It feels like I have a ball of lead in my stomach and I feel as if I'm going to puke any second.

I just want this day to be over already.