I miss him. A lot. I broke up with my ex because of me being transgender. He couldn't accept it. At first I was like BYYYYEEEEEE...but now I'm having a lot of doubt. I knew that I loved him...but it's hard...also hard knowing we'd never ever work...and wouldn't in the first place. All of our friends use to say "these guys...they're it!" It wasn't like we got cutest couple award or anything, but we were so in love...everyone around us could see it! My stepmom adored him like CRAZY! Then I wrecked it all. Everything was perfect...but last fall it started going down hill. I love him so much, but he's not worth the pain...and I still miss him still. School is hard. I have a stalker guy after me...who I don't like! And no one knows I'm transgender. At home everyone ignores it. I feel like my whole life is going into shambles...
But I'm staying strong. I do what makes me happy and I'm done feeling in love with my ex. Sure I won't be dating for a while but I'm trying to move on. Slowly. Just waiting for the morning when I wake up and it doesn't hurt anymore. All I want is to do is cry, but hay. Why cry over something that I can't control?
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