Kiss Log.20 (First Night of Summer)

WHEN: 23 MAY 14

last nite started around 8 p.m when I first got to 360s house. the next couple hours were horribly boring, Im talkin shoot-myself-in-the face boring aside from the sex we had twice. he comes inside now,and both times i ended up sore for an hour after. In between fucking, we called around,looking for parties (there were none) and smoked cigarettes by the pool

Finally,we decided to go to this bar called VASO but first stopped to pick up some beer and drink at his friends house. im terribly awkward around his friends because they are all so boring and I never know who/what they're talking about. On that guys couch,i spent about 10 minutes texting/trying to get as drunk as possible while the both of them smoked weed in the backyard

around 1 in the morning, 360 and i drove downtown to VASO. we were walking down the street when we run into a couple of my friends. They invited us onto their party bus which ended up being so much fun thank god; My entire mood changed completely, i got pretty drunk and the time i spent here with 360 was so much better. i think this was the first time I hung out with 360 in public since buku fest two months ago. everyone assumes we are dating but i reemphasize the fact we arent. I like him enough now that i wouldnt mind being his girlfriend, but i like what this is already,too

the bus took us to F&m’s (the bar from the first time I kissed 360) but the bouncer wudnt let us in,and 360 didnt have his fake. we talked a little outside where older guys tried to flirt with me. We were both getting annoyed and decided to take an uber back to VASO. in the car,i dozed off a little on his shoulder

Then for an hour, we hung out in different bars,running into different people. eventually we walked back to his car and went back to his house. it was about 4, n i set an alarm to wake up at 5:15 for him to take me home. i fell asleep immediately while he stayed awake and watched TV the whole time. I would wake up every once in a while and hed kiss me on my cheek or neck or forehead. I think i liked this part of last night most

at 5:30 we left his house again. He drove me home, we listened to Spooky black,and kissed goodbye. even though i got home much later than I'd told my parents (curfew was 2:30 at the latest), i didnt get into any trouble. I dont think my parents care very much anymore

at the beginning of the night,i remember being so bored i questioned why Im with 360. but then by the end,i was so happy to be around him. i dont know how i should feel now that Im no longer drunk/tired to the point of delirium. Sometimes he makes me smile without even trying, and its so easy to talk to him. other times,we spend hours n hours so bored with each other, we’ll just make out. i obviously want it to be easy all the time,and I figure i have all summer to get more comfortable with him or at least make some sort of unwavering decision about how i feel
May 25th, 2014 at 03:58am