How to Be Pathetic.

My life today is so pathetic, and it's barely noon.

Today we had graduation practice at seven in the morning because we're graduating tomorrow (yay... I guess). All my friends and I were chatting and whatever, having a nice sweat in the sun. At the end I thought my boyfriend (who I picked up and brought to the grad practice) was coming back with me, but he decided to go off with his friends. I wanted to hang out with someone but all my friends seemed to split off and do their own thing with their own people. God, the high school split is already happening and we haven't even picked up our diplomas.

So now I'm sitting in the parking lot of a shopping plaza alone. I got myself an icee to feel good and browsed some of the astrology books in Barnes & Nobles, but now I'm back in the car feeling pathetic while my friends all do-god-knows what.

I think I'll just go home now.