I'm Back

Hey guys and girls. I am back, for now. WOW it's been ages since I went on Mibba. It's a miracle I remember the log in info for this story.
For anyone who might be wondering what's my life's like now, I'll try and keep it short (it's 3 AM here).
I now have an internship at a theater in a neighboring town and I love it! It's a bit hectic right now though, we're just in the last couple of shows of a musical theater thing and I've been exhausted when I get home.
Mentally, my health is much better. I've stopped eating my ADHD medication a long time ago (it didn't work anyway and I don't have the money to spend on medicine that doesn't work), but has instead started taking medication for anxiety. And it actually helps! I've been anxiety free since I raised the dose from one pill to two. Funk it's been great to be so free from the daily anxiety!
I still smoke though, since if I plan on quitting I've discovered that I get such a big anxiety attack my whole body just shuts down. So that suck. But I will be smoke free once I feel better! :D

I've started watching Let's Players too. I just love Markiplier, he's been a huge help with my mental state and can easily kill my anxiety the time it's spiked.

Other than that I don't think I have that much more to report, not what I can think off right now though. I still talk to Seike, ex Seremedy now Kerbera, on a semi-regular basis, so that's fun.

Anyway, it's 3 AM and my brain feels a bit fried, so I'm gonna go have a last smoke then try to go to bed.
June 13th, 2014 at 03:16am